Terrified

"They think I'm terrified"

This line underscores the disconnect between how others perceive him and his actual emotional state, suggesting that their assumptions are misguided.

"They don't know what it's like to be me"

Here, he articulates a common feeling of isolation, emphasizing the gap between personal experience and public perception.

"I could live a hundred lives But it's got no use if I don't like who I am"

This reflects a profound existential crisis, where the quantity of life experiences means little without self-acceptance.

"Am I right, when I can't see my lines?"

This line conveys confusion and uncertainty about his identity, highlighting the struggle to define oneself amidst external pressures.

"Curse these lies, focus on your education"

This suggests a desire to break free from false narratives and societal expectations, advocating for personal growth and self-awareness.

"Nobody cares and no one knows About who I am, my friends and foes"

This captures a deep sense of loneliness, where neither allies nor adversaries truly understand his inner turmoil.

"They only see what's on TV"

This line critiques superficial judgments based on curated images rather than authentic understanding, reinforcing the theme of misrepresentation.

"I got caught drunk on daily basis with some others"

This admission reveals a past of escapism and recklessness, hinting at deeper issues of coping with pain and identity.

"Will I try to hide or will I go outside?"

This presents a pivotal choice between vulnerability and retreat, encapsulating the struggle between fear and the desire for connection.

"They only read the magazines"

This line highlights the superficiality of public perception, where the complexities of his life are reduced to sensationalized narratives.