Consume (feat. GOON DES GARCONS*)

"本当は私気づいてたんです"

This opening line hints at a deeper awareness, setting a tone of introspection and recognition of underlying issues.

"Why you pointing at me with that knife?"

The knife symbolizes both danger and intimacy, highlighting the precarious balance in the narrator's relationship.

"The terror doesn't blossom overnight, no"

This line suggests that the narrator's fears and anxieties have built up over time, emphasizing the gradual nature of emotional turmoil.

"Pressing on her fingers ' til the bones break"

This vivid imagery illustrates the extremes of pain and the lengths to which one might go to feel alive, reflecting a desperate search for sensation.

"But a needle to the skin will make the pain fade"

Here, the needle represents both self-harm and the fleeting escape that substances can provide, underscoring the theme of coping with pain.

"And I know there's a blade where your heart is"

This line captures the duality of love and danger, suggesting that intimacy can come with risks that leave one vulnerable.

"These voices in my head screaming, "Run, now""

The internal conflict is palpable here, as the narrator grapples with anxiety that compels them to flee from their own emotions.

"Love you but you cannot spend the night"

This contradiction highlights the narrator's struggle between longing for closeness and the fear of attachment.

"Anxiety is one hell of a problem"

This candid acknowledgment of mental health struggles adds a layer of authenticity, resonating with listeners who share similar battles.

"It's not right, it's not fair, it's not fair, it's not fair"

The repetition emphasizes a feeling of helplessness, capturing the frustration of feeling trapped in a cycle of pain.